i haven't done any homework, haven't started studying even for the practice papers
i just slacked and rotted away yesterday; what a great big fat achievement

does that sound like a poem?! :D
k fine was joking haha.

three more days of curriculum to end of term3 yay :D
maybe not cos tht means 3 more weeks to EOYs, plus another few more weeks to end of sec2
which is like so impossible cos i sometimes still think i'm in sec1 haha and i knw i will miss sec2 next year
i think i'll have to take single science
ok tht was a random but not impossible thought x/

whatever it is lah. i shall go pack for rehearsal later.
and the more i thought about it, the more i find myself asking why he knw
there must be something he wants me to do, and i gotta find out myself

funny how i spent cca running to the toilet with hanxu
and poor shirley was down there timing like hellll (without cassandra too)

no trng tmr cos dear mummie wummie says its tedious. yeah well thn aft tmr i would have gotten my saturdays back! :D
congratulate me, hahahaha.
and yi wanted me to accompany her to KKH on 6th sept, butttt there's metamorphosis. >:/
so at times like this i really wanna split into 2.

yay im allowed to go church tmr if it doesnt worsen and/or if i'm better O:)

haha i think i liked trng (:
we did fd fd and fd for the past 3 trngs (:
and i was the only member of the grp who came down for ALL 3 trngs
frm next week onwards im not going to be so nice okayyy.
need to go off early/ cannot come must have valid reason
cos time's running out. :/
k la fine its not really running out. but im sorry you have a kiasuuu leader.
not my fault haha

walau the secones abit what lah. now like august hello?
zcomp is like months later?
well not tht its bad to aim high. but they chao ji ap and rude can
if my/any jnrs dare to roll their eyes or be rude to me i'll make sure they get it from me. :/

and what's this acute gastritis thang. woke me up in the middle of the morning haha.

oh btw i think my commands sounds like a banshee screeching. how sad is that.

wah didnt knw both my juniors think of our grp as NC3.
haha as in not tht its not correct la. but its not final.
nvrmnd i shall look at positively, afterall, 3 is my lucky number (:

haha its not advisable to put 2 hours of maths tuition after trng.
so tiring haha. so i bathed and had dinner and plopoed down to sleep. :/
and my group huh. haha maximum number of member per trng is TWO.
nevermind first week of trng only right!
if they cont not coming down i shall act be fierce haha :D

haha i was looking through my maths file just now, and i saw those worksheets from january. and i scored well in term1's tests lah please haha. now gone are those days shit. ):

i don't care wht you think anymore

minicomp groupings were out yesterday!
me aikching eehui melody
thts the start of another journey. yesterday i was wondering and scared of um, a lot of things.
but today you comforted me,while i was stinking up nexus hehheh so no worries (:
every obstacle i face along the way, i'll overcome it with the strength you give me, and i'll blow everyone off with your love. (:

oh and i'm chao bloated now cos i was forced to have dinner at this time!
drah i had lunch at 3 smth and -gives glare- someone bullied me into eating the food tht she cannot finish HOR.

i'm like abcd buzzing with all the aequalstminusoneovertplusonedividebyxtothepowerofthreetimestwoy
hmm/

maths test tmr!
algebraic manipulation and formulae + simultaneous linear equations
all the big words tht i learnt to spell cos of maths not english :/
k nvrmnd. the point is. afterall the mugging of three days i still think i'm going to fail ):
how.

there's cca tmr and agi trng on saturday which i was reminded of by shirley's blog cos i stupidly went to read
i hate slacks >:( grah.

"When you see only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you."

i officially hate trees.

actually, i don't have a lot to say.
just that i thought we were friends, and i don't really care about the marks.
if we were really lousy, i'd accept it without a word.
but i thought we were okay, and at least we put in some effort.
i'm really not angry, i'm just. well disappointed.

happy birthday SIYUN!
don't get upset over her luh. as long as you have other people who love you, you don't need to care about the others :D

oh and i need to worry more about my wallet and phone bill :/
i've exceeded alr luh, but i was nice and sent a 25-cent sms to shirley cos some people spoilt her day haha.
I SHALL BISH BISH BISH THEM FOR YOU :D

the way i keep blowing my nose, i think i either
a) hate trees,
b)money.
c) am going to blow my nose out or
d) both. :/

anyway i better throw away all the used tissues before i get scolded.
it's just so scary here luh ><

happy birthday JIAMIN!
thank God for giving me such a great partner for TWO terms! <3

yay today service was great, maybe partly because i didn't go for a long time :/
k haha hopefully ah yi can come home tmr :D

ooh yes tmr i've to go looking for presents
:/ for my wallet and :D for fun haha.
k what crap luh hahahah.

yay four Singapore flags went kbox today. :D

school was super boring
reached at 6.
xinru shirley and me went to the canteen to do ushering
but there wasnt really anything to do actually

then went back to class to change into red and white
and cos outside was so super boring, stayed in with half the class and rotted there
went out for a bit of singing
then to the rooftop garden to supposedly cut cake with ruiyi
but we ended up cutting in class after dismissal

i think this post is so robotic leh.
nevermind at least there's one smiley face.
and i have a lot of homework that i can't complete

hey. i realized being sick has its benefits.
cos though i forgot about being sick soon, so many people asked after me.
thank God for all of them.
and for today. cos i really thought a lot, and sorted out a few things.
most of all, thank God for the people around me who made me feel really good about myself. not that they told my i'm hot and sexy everyday or something, but their just being there to listen to me crap is more than enough.
i'm really a lot more fortunate than many, cos although i don't have tons and tons of friends, i do have some real ones. and to think that many people can't even find one true friend in their whole lifetime.
i've identified the type of person i don't want to be, and i know there'll alws be at least someone to help me.
i've learnt that happiest are the ones who are themselves from day 1 of their lives.
i know that my definition of success comes from myself and i live a happier life than other people who define their success by the definition of the dictionary.

k i think that was very confusing. nowadays i alws feel my posts are super messy and disorganized and confusing, but nevermind. nobody has to understand it hahah.
so anyway. all i wanted to say at first was this-
thank you to everyone who asked.
karchian shirley sylvia rachel natalie. and bessy for waiting with me for so long. (:
of course, and, mogu who had to hear me rant again.
hope i didnt leave anyone out hehh.

To:Papa
papa, don't call if you've absolutely nothing to say to me.
because one, you're wasting mummy's phone bills- overseas calls are expensive.
and you're not freaking paying for it
and two, it makes me feel so awkward. don't tell me you don't feel awkward.
papa, don't ask me what i want for my birthday, because what i want you cannot give to me. i'm surprised you even remember my birthday.
and papa, when you ask me what's the name of my school and what's my cca, don't you think its a bit late? because afterall, i'm in the third term of my sec2 year.
papa, don't call me because i don't think you would recognize me even if you bumped into me on the street.
papa, don't call me if you're only too happy without me in your life, 'cos i know it.
lastly, papa, don't call 'cos i'm used to life without you, and i'm living well- i don't need you. and neither do i miss you.
Your Sincerely,
someone-who-doesn't-need-you.

aiya whtevers.
yay half-day tmr!
and i'm like rotting at home whn others are at the rehearsal for tmr's marchpast. hehh :D

hoo okay so in the end i didnt go watch.
cos it's a long story and its not exactly the best one.

k anyway im like into this ranting mood now.
cos i was ranting with someone, then she had to run off and eat. o.O
-looks at that someone-
wells then i've to content myself by binging.
-runs off to look for shirley to demand for icecream-
hmms dno why but i was so sleepy during trng. hahahaa.


poor bread; because it can't help itself but want to watch her eat the fresher bread.
and ask itself why was it created to be so mouldy, so unwanted.

oh die. die die die die die.

haha on a happier note, i'm going to watch superband later!
whoo haha. :D
k la actually i don't even catch it on tv. but well. fun mah hahahaha.

and i will decide how i appear to be

rahhhh i can't believe how stupid i am larhhhh.
i made geog notes last night, for all four chapters. then i tried to be a diligent student and started studying, so i brought the notes to school. and to cut a very naggy and long story short, i forgot to bring them home. so, [Karon, don't laugh at me] i had to rewrite them. although only for the desertification and chapter9.
k nvrmnd stop brooding over it.

then hehh today cg was FUN. :D
thank You for everything.

[deleted] (i've decided not to post it anymore :D)
if you don't get my point, i was just trying to say i'm fat and the abv illustrated one of the downsides of being fat

yaaay i'm going for AGI with my newly-altered shorter skirt haha. kay actually i don't see anything to be happy about, seeing tht i've to pon something for it. :/

i READ okayyyyy
for those people who refuse to believe i'm a cultured pig who reads, i DO OKAY.

i think my hair is gross, so i shall cut it soon. maybe after mcmp grpings are out, cos i heard its soon. :/ and i dont freaking have a red shirt and/or white pants LAH.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
what about tired moments?