Any much longer and we will all drown in the abyss of feathers, glue, sequins and glitter.
The nicer person's just the most experienced party goer who frequents the Venetians' Carnevale.
It may last up to 6 months but after that, then what?

They say its hard when you miss some things that you can't ever get back.
But its even more difficult when its right in front of you every single day, because the poignancy of it all kills. And it seems to be mocking you, laughing at you right in the face.

Commercialism is probably a difficult thing to fight, but that doesn't stop me from getting a bit edgy. I just hope that it won't turn to chronic irritation, cos i've still got a little more than a couple of days to go.

IT DID NOT.
I SHALL STOP WATCHING TV AND WALLOWING IN MISERY. ):

I shall resolve to morph into a nerd by, like, next week or something.
Because I need tozxzxzx. And nerds do not get L1R5s like mine.
Actually I don't think it'll ever happen, but... well. Its always nice to have something to believe in. Which is probably why everyone's looking for something to motivate them, something or someone who will make them believe they're gonna get through whatever it is that they're going through. Making sense? Nope? Then take it that I'm making dollars :D

HILLSONG TMR!!! Oh man this is so exciting! Its so exciting that I think it's taken my mind off AI. Whoever told me that Archuleta was going to win should shave bald. ): Oh and, not that I have anything against Cook, but I really agree with the love guru- its high time he shaved. Or maybe he hasnt discovered that amazing device called a razor yet.

I predict that term 3's gonna be a crazy roller coaster ride. But for now, I am hungry. So I shall go and find breakfast. :D Then go and mug with YY in the library while CC stays at home with her lovely violin and piano. We lead such amazingly pleasant lives.

I cannot stop eating those chocolate-coated sunflower seeds, for goodness' sake.
Addictive is the word. :/

Its a weird feeling, like a piece of your imagination really happening.
Don't know what's wrong with me today haha. Keep feeling like I'm going to cry. Okay, I did. So? Its all Eeshan and Xinyi's fault.
Identifying something as being"Difficult" doesn't make it any easier, but at least it means I'm allowed to complain.

I think I've been very, very lucky. At least I didn't waste four years' worth of Fridays and maybe a little more than a couple of Saturdays. At least I don't have any huge regrets, and I did invest my emotions into what I've been doing, instead of just being robotic and mechanic about it.
I look at all the people I've known for four years and I am so grateful for more than a few of them. Some of them make me feel so blessed because I know them, others I am thankful for because they showed me how scary and hypocritical humans can be. To put it badly, how gross human nature can be sometimes.

Pepper Lunch was... peppery and cheesy(: Been a veeery long while since I the last time I could just forget everything and fool around hahaha. Its a nice feeling, though. Then we walked around aimlessly in AMK Hub, being overly fascinated by the smallest things hahaha. Esp fatfat.

all the days spent together
when i wished for better, and i didnt want the train to come
now its departed, i'm brokenhearted
seems like we've never started

Am I really supposed to get used to this?
I don't like this feeling.

Oh but then the end is in sight, so it doesn't matter anymore, hopefully. Its the rest of the time I don't know how to get by. Maybe its really asking for too much.

I am not used to this, and I positively detest the way I am behaving. I used to be the righteous and blasé one.

I have absolutely no wish to see my PPR this term. I will just cross my fingers and pray day and night that my L1R5 won't exceed 20. Then I want time to compartmentalize my thoughts and get going again.

Today me and louisa walked all around Singapore in the swelteringly hot sun! From Potong Pasir Industrial Estate to civilization cost us about 1 liter of tearssweat each. Then we took a bus to Toa Payoh, where I was thinking of Potong ice cream the whole journey. :/
The 45mins in Smart Image has got to be the most ridiculous 45mins in my life so far. I will hire an accountant next time.

I had a confusing time telling Jesmine who in dbsk i think is ugly/niang/whatever because i do not know their names. HAHA and i didn't knw they were dbsk until... err until i recognised someone's name i think. This is amusing. And i just accused the guy she likes best of being abit ugly. :D


and because this road is ending, i shall make the best out of it. i will do what is right, and not what is easy anymore. God, give me the courage to do that.

I wonder what happened to me.
Just went to a blog I hadn't visited in about 3 years, scanned through the posts. Tracy's posts reminded me about myself too, it as if a certain fountain which used to overflow in the past had been drying up gradually.
Time does make a person grow, but the amount one grows is equal to the amount one loses. 3 years is a very long time to be self-centered.

On another note, my grandmother just sprayed insecticide and funnily enough, it smells... kind of nice actually. Smells like orange. Hmmm.