I haven't touched the computer for six whole days! Whee~ what a great achievement hahaha.
Its been a mad rush actually. I developed a huge ulcer in my throat! Yucks and I coughed out this thingy from my throat this morning. Yucksss x|

Walked 4, 5 rounds around AMK Hub with my sister yesterday while Crazy Mom splurged on three hundred bucks' worth of clothes. Talk about squandering- I had to make her cut down on a few pieces. Like HELLO who's the mother here? Anyway, I managed to memorize the layout of AMK Hub while carrying several cartons of drinks thanks to her zzz. Talk about Child Abuse -.-

Maybe because I always believed in persevering and holding things out, that's why it feels like its so difficult to give up. It takes a lot to keep going, but to give up warrants another kind of courage, which I uh haven't found. Or maybe I don't know how to go about doing it, because she makes me feel like believing her.
Still, maybe a couple more days like yesterday would wake me up. Days like yesterday make me realize I don't need her, and that she won't give me what I need the most.

Anywayzxzx I'm looking forward to Thursday! Hahaha although I don't think I'll be an excellent baker but wells we can always count on Eehui to uh to a one-man show :D So uh what needs to be done will most prob be done in the end. O:)

If my stomach still refuses to work properly, I think I might just slim down.

SJ blog's a liar. "We shall not be moved" is a lie. Because they/we/it has moved so far away its not even in sight. Or I'm the one who's moved, I don't know. Then again, maybe I took a couple wrong turns and it doesn't want me anymore.
I think I need 10 bars of chocolate.

I don't know why, I thought I'd long gotten over you.
But sometimes, when I'm alone and its quiet, I'd think of you again.
Especially when I need someone to tell me what to do.
Where you?

I hate glitter glue. They nearly gave my already-painful palms muscle cramps, and I felt like breaking a glass whenever I smudged smth. I am SO not cut out for aesthetic activities. Slept off 15 hours from Sat to Sun, and I realized sleeping probably does dilute reactions and certain feelings.
I befriended the spec stand, drain and ants. (Not abit heng only lah, didn't get bitten by the ants. Maybe my fingers weren't appetizing.) Next time I look up "徒劳无功" in the dictionary I will see that scene, thanks. Anyways, I love my mobile's wallpaper now, its kinda telling.
Sitting at the sec one level bench looking at the bunks really does bring back lots and lots of memories and feelings. Its threatened to get overwhelming, but well we got through it, just like how we got through the entire camp. Analytically speaking, I think it was quite alright (right?), other than some *coughahemcough* very interesting/ amusing incidents from some jokers/ museum exhibitions. Irrationally speaking, camp was Crap. For the first time ever, giving up was an option, and I had this urge more than once to strip away my collared tee and find a bunk on the first floor that would have me. Yeahhh give up as in like slapping the whole lot of them left right and center, then just walk out of the school gate with a "BYE". Simplicity took on another meaning, and relativity really is a cruel thing.
Oh wow NOW I sound like an angsty, whiny kid who thinks the whole world owes her a living. Or maybe they DO. Especially certain someones who SEND HER HORRIBLY BRAINLESS SMSES AND MAKES HER WANNA VOMIT BLOOD BIG TIME.

Today I ate a lot of sweets, laughed a lot and spent most of the day with Yinyee, Jesmine and Louisa. So, today is a happy day!
Right? so how come i still can't concentrate on my chinese paper I and am still trying to keep it noisy and try not to find myself alone?

I feel so lethargic after a bad headache :/ Its 8pm at night, I just woke up from a 3-hour nap and yet I still feel tired. Remind me never to sign up for anything that requires me to wake up at 3am again.
My butttt feels damn sore from all the cycling. Abit me and alicia got lost at Boat Quay at 4am in the morning with nothing but two lousy bikes and we cycled around like crazy cos we were so scared?! All because of some lousy mopeng idiot who tried to show off his cycling skills to this girl. I shall not launch into a long-winded grandmother story.
Last day of lessons tmr! Then I'll be making my way to AMK Hub every day for 3 consecutive days, and then stay in school and scream my lungs out for the next 3 consecutive days. What an exciting life I have, right? (meanwhile my sister will be going to a cybercafe with her classmates and my mother, to Hongkong). YAY.