I will curb the urge to go on another picture-saving spree. It is not normal behaviour, and I am supposed to be studying for my O levels (!).
I will also NOT post a picture of Mr Shim, because then I will get very distracted every time I look at my own blog. I'm like totally varying between extreme sianness and highness these days. Highness as in like mood-wise, not Your Highness that kind of "Highness". See what I mean?
I evolve into a totally unexpected fangirl mode whenever I start watching videos on YouTube that show Mr Shim's face. I should stop watching, right?!?!
"Mr Shim" sounds weird anyway, I don't know why but it reminds me of clowns.Anywayzzz English and Chinese are my favourite lessons now! English is like spazzing-with-Cheng-Mun time whilst Chinese is making-Yinyee-Bluetooth-me-stuff and spazzing time.
I'm just super bored by almost anything these days. 080808! <3
Tell me I'm secfour this year and Os are in 83 days' time? ):
Banana-chan`shouted out + 21:24:00 [
#]
I am very annoyed with my mother. More than I am with Plane Geometry. Which is like... hmpfht. Development Bank of Singapore and old men indeed. Talk about being lame.
And and and OMG only four tests next week! Which means I shall be spending more time on YouTube :D I must be insane, but then again, I don't really care. Life needs some spicing up, and currently all the spices I'm seeing are probably those mentioned in the SS and E.Geog textbook and notes, so there. Maybe eating some Habanero will make life more exciting. If I can even
find it, that is.
Hungry girl will go and get lunch now and then continue her struggle with Plane Geometry, Trigonometry, Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland, with her mind elsewhere :D
Banana-chan`shouted out + 11:47:00 [
#]
Yellow, Pink, Red, Blue, Gray, BlackSomeone honestly needs to stop being stupid. If she doesn't she will end up with 8 Cs or maybe even Ds on her GCE "O" Level Certificate slightly more than 6 months down the road. Not to mention crazy overwhelming thoughts and ideas nobody intelligent will ever think of having.
But oh, that's all excuses. She needs to learn to give up.The trick to effective self encouragement is self-hypnotising. Believe all the cliched stuff you tell yourself, and all will be fine and dandy.
I think I'm growing weirder as I grow older. But never mind, I will go on searching for my Utopia. Oh shit Ear Hole 005 just closed.
I ain't asking much from you, dear.
Just
consistency.
Hate me or love me, just be the same everyday.
I don't do yo yo rides.
Now, let's decide which one to wear tomorrow, shall we? (:
Banana-chan`shouted out + 21:17:00 [
#]
There's mistakes that I have made Some chances I just threw away Some roads, I never should have taken Been some signs I didn't see, hearts that I hurt needlessly Some wounds that I wish I could have one more chance to mend But it don't make no difference, the past can't be rewrittenToday is an overwhelming day, in all respects. Mostly I felt happy I guess, and nostalgic.
I think leaving SNSJ, handing over your two posts to your juniors you've known for three years, seeing all 3 of your comp leaders and other ex teammates and singing a couple of all-too-familiar songs warrant a little bit of time to sit down and think everything through. Now I know how apt "an overwhelming wave" is.
As I was looking through the presents and letters, I caught sight of Jesmine's and Louisa's uniform covers, shoe bags and whatnot. And it suddenly dawned on me that this sight would never appear in my house again, weird as it sounds. Its a pretty unimaginable thought, though.
Ok thou shalt stop being emo and go and watch LOTR now :D
Banana-chan`shouted out + 19:15:00 [
#]