Nothing was fun at all, other than the fact that I did buy a lot of stuff.

Swallowing's my reflex action now, I cannot believe I survived 4 days without arguing!!!! *Self-commendation's the way to go when nobody else realizes that you're trying*

Its technically Saturday now, so it's one more week exactly before I leave for China. 10 days without anyone around me? Talk about not knowing what to feel.

After I come back I shall plan for the Korea trip with Jesmine Tan and hopefully that will help me to survive A's plus give me some motivation.

Going for food expo with Kris and Eileen tmr~ my way of surviving the trip to northpoint? IDK why I keep using "surviving" and words along those lines whenever I'm with her. Its not supposed to be painful, y'know. Its supposed to be fun and cool and enjoyable, fuzzily full of the warmth of kinship, but I feel none of that. Either I'm a stone or I'm a rebellious teenager who has a big head and is full of herself. Ranting again.

Brb while I go read my email.

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Wells I guess we're confirmed wrt the X'mas party on the 10th :D

Meaning I'll be kept busy until the 10th :DD that, plus Seoul'd on the 12th, the mass comms programme from the 14th-18th, and I still have to find time to plan Korean itinerary and catch up with my schoolwork zzz. Which includes intro to org chem, alkanes, alkenes, and Math. Oh and decide whether I want to drop to H1 math but that's to be decided BEFORE I leave for China. So, okay, just arranging my thoughts. Oh yes one more thing, lose weight. BIG TIME!!!!!

On another note, I want to go to India! Reading Slumdog Millionaire had its effects, I guess, but I was always interested in visiting the Slum and the Taj Mahal. I always felt that India, although materialistically not as extravagant as Singapore, is full of culture and their own unique characteristics. I'll also be able to learn a lot from the things and people there that I can't learn from textbooks in a million years'. Then again, it will definitely be tough and I don't foresee anyone wanting to go with me D:

I like this line(: Makes me feel like I haven't hit a dead end.

I really want to keep calm, but I know it when a storm is approaching. I guess this coming one's going to be a thunderstorm during the vacation? It doesn't help at all when so many things happen at the same time because I am not very tolerant and I can't stand how hypocritical I am. First is his birthday and then ahma is sick and then they keep quarelling?! But she still insists on going to Hong Kong, if anything happens I will just find someone to blame and hate.

Angst angst angst.

OP's overrrrr. I guess that sort of concludes peedubz. Hmn a fruitful 7 months I guess. Not to sound cliched, but I really learnt a lot in many different aspects... the question is whether what I learnt is good or bad. But I was really quite please with my anger management this year (albeit with a few minor slips here and there but well generally its ok i guess)! Haha I guess when you've been stabbed 10cm before, a 2cm poke is nothing.

Going to school to hand in I&R + do filing then I will not be in school for the next one week! Means I hafta find something to read or whateverr. Do tutorials! Oh my god my posts have like negative creativity or something I need to go and find some brain juice. Oh yeahhhhhh 雪山飞狐shit i really need to read it. Need to stop procrastinatingzzz.

Ran a search for "Hate" quotes just now hehe random or what. Angsty to the max. In the end they gave me quotes for "Love". Am I supposed to take it that those two terms are synonymous? Speaking of that, on a non-related note, I want to to shopping and buy nice clothes. But only skinny people look nice in nice clothes?! So I will lose weight, cross my heart *thinks Russell*.

But wells wells I guess it is not smart to be angry.

I have revamped my blog! I quite like this blogskin, nice or not? :D

Read Jesmine's blog which lead to SJ blog and then happy's blog. Haha wells I don't think she'll ever read this, but I really think happy's a very special person. Plus the fact that she hasn't evolved into someone completely unrecognizable since I knew her is really amazing, especially considering that this is (OMG) my 5th year knowing her.

Anywayzzz my sister is playing pinball on my netbook now, revealing the most hilarious names on my High Score list. Idk if she laughed harder or I laughed harder. I will not complain about how lousy it is again because it gets repetitive and boring.

P.S. I don't like un-hot sesame paste!

P.P.S. I want to eat korean bbq-ed pork!!

P.P.P.S I don't want to go to school tmr although there're no lessons