you were right after all, i shall admit this haha
right from the start, you should have insisted on your stand.
then we all wouldn't be in this screwed mess.

and then now you say you're something else?

when you're so far out,
it feels like drowning is inevitable
but you're really the one sending yourself there.
and somehow, you managed to convince yourself that you couldn't help it.

i shall be a nice polite girl and say thank you to mr tree for the past two days. O:))

we (my mum, sis and me) were walking home from the mrt station when we saw a guy holding a floor ball stick.
mum: what's that thing? hocker stick or sth is it.
me: its a floor ball stick. and there's no such thing as hocker. its hockey.
mum: 地球? how to play? its so big. -laughs hysterically to herself-
me: -wonders why i have such a weird mother-

maybe down in the dumps is where i belong
cannot take the world, let me be swallowed.
if imitating is the biggest compliment,
i want to be exactly like you.

i brought a lot of books home today (studious!)-claps- :D
ooh ya as my slacks aren't exactly in the best of state,
my left shoe was black + wet and my right shoe was white + dry during cca.
when i reached home i looked at my feet
and my left was soggy and white whereas my right was dry and pink and normal!
i think that's quite a fascinating event haha

hmm and rahh my sp better write to me lor. if not i might just hold the record for most number of unsuccessful SPs in the history of snsj. ):

let's just stare at each other publicly alright
and stop all this guesswork
it makes my brain feel like how my left foot did :|

don't question whether the moon is blue in the early morning
just do it.

its what you've given me
that i will remember, and more.

the irony that complicating things just makes life more superficial is really sarcastic
maybe i just started grasping that difficult concept and something else

aaahhhhh i feel so silly
haha wells
i'm an extremely childish juvenile.

i think the vest wasn't bulletproof after all.

someday i will run up to you and tell you
at least then i'll know that i've tried
so if its gone, its gone.

but now, i've forgotten everything
and i wish you can too
then we can all find ourselves again.

i don't even know what is it that i want
why am i doing what i'm doing
or do i even know what i'm doing.

its the helplessness i never wanted again.

这一切的一切,





谁又能给我答案; 谁又要帮我重新站起来.

i wonder how come she can stab her in the back with a knife,
and still have the cheek to wave that same knife around merrily
in front of her.
but what she did was as clear as crystal to her. despicable.

it feels like a nice dream
with the nightmare chasing it

oh my haha it was damn funny to see them hop with the stones and eat oranges in a super disgusting way today :D

though i might not enjoy it tremendously at the moment haha
but without it i think i'd be worse.
at least i know what to do there, and i can do it a bit better than math

and its spinning off too fast